NEW YEAR CHINESE NEW YEAR

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY READERS, IF THERE IS ANY. HAHA.
:)
This year's celebration was surprisingly pleasant~ :)
Love granny, relatives and cousins the most foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
hehehe, my gambling luck is not really on my side though!!!
i brought like $20 and i left $1.
sighhhhhhh
HAHAHAHA OH WELL. I HAD AN AWESOME TIME. :)



Grace and IIIIIIIIIIIII, whats wrong with my mouth srsly. HAHAHA.
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these are overdue pictures from new year countdown at MBS.
:)
Granny booked a suite there, HAD AN AWESOME VIEW OF FIREWORKS.
HHEHEHE I LOVE GRACE AND GABRIEL COUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR AFTER A MONTH!

grace took my pink partaye hat :(

GABRIEL ME AND GRACEEEEEEEEEEE.

K BYE FOR NAOZ. :)

Air

TOMORROW IS Principles Of Management PRESENTATION DAY!
Introducing PAST TIMES BAKERY.

hahahah i swear if the word bakery wasnt there,

i wouldve thought it was a name for the local papers
Hope all goes well for presentation tomorrow!!!
ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD FOR ACCOUNTING EXAM. HAHAHAA.
i really hope it'll be easy!! :)
GO PAT ACE IT ALL.




I SEE YOU, but you cant see me.
guess thats the sad thing about being a fangirl right? :(

Even if i care, you wont feel it.
Even if i reply, you wont see it.
we're so near yet so far.

I try to ignore all the down sides to being a fan.
But sometimes, it really is quite depressing right?
I cant seem to bring myself to dislike you at allllllllllll.
sigh.

P M S

SHERLOCK HOLMES with the Lazy People Party yesterday.
IT WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I honestly did not know sherlock holmes would be that good,
because i keep falling asleep when i watched the prequel. o_o
BUT THIS SHERLOCK HOLMES MOVIE WAS AWESOME.
Sherlock Holmes is the wisest man who ever lived.
THE END ?
HAHAHAA im really hoping for the next Sherlock Holmes movie,
it will be the most awesomest shit ever!!!!!
After the movie, we went to HK CAFE. as always HAHAHAHA
Rachall and I got sick on eggs. :(

must be cause sam sam never help me to crack the eggs :(

And yesterday was the first time that anyone sent me home!!!!!!!!!!! o_o
I am so happy, yet really sad and guilty at the same time.
Because of me every one goes home late.
sigh, why am i such a burden.
okay I REALLY MISS MY LPP PEOPLE ALREADY. esp kneally.
bye bye.

"Before you do anything, think about what will happen next"
I guess most people often neglect that quote.....?
same for me.
I don't know what is my problem.
A shitload of problems was caused by my selfishness yesterday.
If only I had thought through before doing anything...
everything would have been different.
I feel really selfish.
I hate myself.
IS IT NORMAL TO FEEL THIS WAY?

wooooooooooooosh

OKAY. it has been super long since i've posted anything right?!
my life is super dryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and boring,
and i dont really know what to post about?
well, unless you all wanna know how much of a boring person ive been
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA.
actually.. i dont even know who im talking to since my blog is dead
and nobody actually visits...?
i think even my sole blog read a.k.a rachall......
doesnt even visit this dead page anymore HAHAHAHAHA.
OH WELLLLL.
anyway, the reason why im posting this post is because i have nothing better to do and i dont feel like sleeping. HAHAHAA.
i think this is the only way that can get me thinking and improve my english?
actually im not really thinking because im just typing whatever that comes to my mind.
HAHAHAAHAHAHAH

okayyy so.. MY XMAS CHALET WITH ZAINAB AND CO. WAS REALLLY AWESOME.



okay.. i suddenly felt tired so we'll let the pictures do the talking.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
anyway, sorry waiyi for not celebrating your birthday on the actual day.........
but look what i did!

i wished her at 21/12/11 and at 12:21am HAHAHAHA. i am so awesome.
anyway waiyi's birthday surprise worked out great! but kneally couldnt come because she was tired from her japan trip. hahaha.
more about it another time when i dont feel so restless.
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA

taychall said ive changed :( heheh i still dont really know what is it.
but i dont really like the me now.
i feel less....... me? HAHAHAHA is there even such a thought.
i feel that im not the old me but i have no idea to return back to 'me'
and i dont know if returning back to 'me' will be good?
or should i just remain like that. argh i dont know its super frustrating!
HAHAHAHAA OMG IM SO WEIRD....
im such a boring person omg. -_-
OH YES.
HAPPPPPPPPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!!~~
MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION IS TO BECOME A BETTER AND NICER AND CUTER(not gonna happen) AND PRETTIER(not gonna happen) PAT AND NOT TO SWEAR ANYMORE -_-
please slap me if i swear in front of you kay. HAHAH
im like 5 days late, but who cares!
:)
k i dont know how to end? byebye!

Stand

Today is the second day of schoooooooooooool!
Thankful to the people who are willing to be my friends, and
having mixed feelings about the rest.
I wonder when i will be able to face the rest like the past.
BUT, SO FAR SCHOOL'S BEEN GOOD.
Tomorrow is a public holiday YAYYYYYYYYYY
WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY DEEPAVALI IN ADVANCE!~

Wanted to start this semester anew, troubles free,
but thats kind of impossible i guess?

I wonder what would have happened if i didnt voice out,
what would have happened?
i cant even see you girls in the eye for even 2 seconds.
i cant muster up enough courage to speak to you.
its hard, and i miss the fact that we used to be great friends.
I wonder if you all might feel the same?
I will keep this tiny bit of hope within me, and I hope this will be over soon.

I am happy for the people that accept me for who I am,
thank you to everyone who is there for me when I am at the lowest point of my life.
:')

Someone once told me that
"with every downfall, there will be a pleasant surprise that will help you get back on your feet"

I finally see that coming.

♥

Today is NOT a productive day,
i have no school for one week because my exams are approaching..
BUT I HAVENT STARTED STUDYING, OHMYGOD.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
i just sleep eat and watch tv, and exercised for like half an hour,
BUT STILL I AM A PIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ):
OKAY TMR SHALL BE A PRODUCTIVE DAY, I WILL MAKE IT BE.
:DDDDDD


okay this has been awhile but i will blog about it, because its about my girls hehe.
Was having glam day with my class..

can you spot me? hehe.

but i went to find my girls for lunch instead!
finally some catching up after so long, it was worth it ;)
meeting them in school so frequently these days just take my troubles all away,
i luv yall so muchy xoxo.

With 5tun/the girls/villagers from patricia's village, etc HAHAHA
I OFFICIALLY CONCLUDE WE NEED A NAISE AND COOL GROUP NAME LIKE RACHALL'S DAD N FRENZ. HAHAHA

& this was when we were waiting for waiyi HEHEE.

HAHAHAHAH THIS IS SO FUNNY, rs is so into it. HAHAH.

pushing away the people at the front!

BIG HEADED ALIENS

i am the overly hyped up as shit person HAHAH.

POSER/TIRED FACE. hahahha.

where is my picture with hm? im waiting! ;)


someone asked...
if i am enjoying/like my poly life?
their answer was no, and mine was too.
why am i so differentttttttttttttttttttt, whywhywhy?!
how to fix this.. i have no idea at all ):
i hope this ends soon!~

;)

boooooooo
need to let my feelings out, let it all out
i cant i cant i cant, if i scream at 12:34 56sec AM the world is gonna murder me.
but yeah i need to let it out before i burstttttttttttttt
hahahaha.

insignificant pat is insignificant.
wonder if all my decisions ive made was wrong
why am i feeling like this.

needs to learn how to love unconditionally like rachall
and give without getting anything back
its hard, but i must try, else i wont know if i can do it.
i will try, i have to try!

okay okay okay okay enough of my ranting, at least i am learning to change slowly instead of sticking on to the... anti social me?
i am trying, i will be better!
a new me, i promise.

i miss hm hahahaha.
and missing my girls like crazy now & the guys,
but everyone is busy! ):

okay bye, gonna stop talking to myself now
HAHAHAHAHA.


Good luck to everyone taking their test on a dreadful saturday morning, that is if anyone sees this. hahaha.